christmas for me is some sort of that i expected
but still happy coz celebrated with him
pls do not wonder why i would keep mention about him here
its because i have no one else to mention
he's the only one that would really appreciate me and concerns me when in needs
as unpredictable for today noon,
i had a big fight with my 2nd brother
not to say big fight but maybe big arguement
im always the one who lose to him
why ? coz he would show his temper by so call abused me
today, he throw helmet at my legs
yes..helmet, u get me
in front of my man
in the end,
i cried and sob like a new-born baby
in my man's arm and hugs
im all cried out
my legs doesnt hurt
my heart hurt the most
being the youngest is not as good as you all think
when small maybe still adorable, but when i gets big; everything changed
maybe in my family only will come out to this situation
opposite, being the eldest is the most benefit
being the youngest bare the pain, scolding and everything, yes..EVERYTHING
sometimes i would feel to be out from this family
but i couldnt in certain circumstances
after i've got together with my man
he's been filling my life with colour bit by bit
and cast away my sorrow bit by bit
everyone also hopes and wish hard to gets attention dont you ?
im sure and confirm you do
so do i, at least got a person will satisfy me
now i've got someone who play that role and for sure i wont let it end just like that
it will continue and even if it ends,
it will end with happy ending
my man is the one that made me feel its worth to living on
its kinda dramatic but its true
coz i do not know where and who to turn to except him now
then later at night we went to eat curry mee and wan tan mee at "gu gan tang"
penangnites shall know where this famous place situated
after that we headed to batu ferringhi pasar malam
as usual, peak season now
its packed and jam all the way ups and downs the road
ah, another important things is HITZ FM channel getting more and more annoying nowadays
whenever when we're in the car and try to switch to HITZ FM channel
its always accompanied with buzzing sound
aarrggghh...then i'll have to switch to other channel quickly coz he cant stand the buzzing tune that really annoying
dont anyone realise ? go lodge a report or pls teach me how to lodge a report
dont believe ? go try yourself now 92.8 for Penang-folks
well, at the pasar malam tonight
i got 3 pair of socks for rm10
then guess what
i saw a stall selling dont know fake or real bobbi brown and mac make up materials
without delaying, of course i'll buy what i deserve there
sorry for no preview coz i lazy
but what i can tell is the make up material has no preservatives ( told by the sales girl )
i got a liquid foundation, duo eye shadow and liquid eyeliner for myself
all for rm35
isnt it cheap ?
it is damn cheap for ME
im a shopaholic for pasar malam...hehehe
after 3hour+ we got down back to town to Jemput Tree for ABC campur
gonna cut short here, its delicious and fulling and cheap !!!!!
rm4.50
i think thats all for tonight
i guess the moral of the action of everything is taste the sourness before u get the sweetness
and i will not give up for the sake of HIM
gonna chat with him before he goes to bed now
p/s : i love you honey, appreciate all that u've done for me sincerely
greedy him, drink two together
me and him at Chillies, the first time we had our dinner when we firstly met *wink
my hair long de huh
he would definitely take off his glasses when i flash the camera on him...hahaha
coconut hairstyle ???
